it jus saddened me.the two best sister tt i thought i have. doesn;t seem to be there anymore.the bond is gone,unknowingly. studies, relationships and work had taken away those times tt we could have spend with each other. or rather no effoert was being induce into this friendship. is been too long since we last catch up. or maybe i am tha one thinking too much,maybe .. maybe... let see how things go, i certainly wish i am the one thinking too much, afterall they were among those who painted my sec's sch life beautifully.and left me with unforgettable memories. feeling lost, nevertheless, i hope because i believe they aren;t gg to walk out of my life so easily.look like there is another test to test.
anyway, HAPPY TEACHERS' DAY.meeting up with the sec sch pple. and i have craving fer fish and co.i wan it!
can't stand tha weather thess days,is so unpredictable.this min it is pouring tha next u'll see sunny sun . tell me, how can i go sun tanning.?!?!give me the nod, and off i go to some beautiful places fer some fun!AND it totally ruin tha cycling trip. and went kbox instaed.but it was HELLUVA FUN la. anyway,work had been pretty slacking.in tha shop listening to the clock ticking away.should get some source of entertainment or stuff to keep myself busy.tried tt donut frm vivo . shit, i fergot wad's tha name, but it ain't tt bad. the blueberry one is nice. YUMMY! cause i loves blurberry.
been retail therapy-ing these days, tt explains tt hole in tha pocket too. and tt card! i can;t sign it. DAMN! :(
once again, i wish fer the scorching sun and i dowan miss rain to visit us too often.
hahaha, retail therapy again.met up with the mcd gang. far east. and they made me wait! ROARS! hahaha. and i am so addicted to guo tie and curry puff nowadays.watch me grow sideway la. hahaha.walk and walk. my shoes kill. bought new ones and change straight away.
i think i need to mend tt hole before gg on another session. next week , meet up with tha ger. haha. been ages since i last saw her. so, this g=holiday is mainly fer catching up and meeting up sessions. :D
let me make the list before i go on a shopping spree~....
got back frm work.new stock arrived todae:D. saw some tt fancied me.hahaha such a shoppaholic. i haven earn those $$ yet, i am thinking ways to spend it. bought my fourth m)phosis tissue pouch, hell knows where the others went to. all different designs anyway. hahaha. pray tt this stay with me. my bruises on my hand and leg are not gone yet. getting fuglier.i wan it GONE! i reckon tt i should not take photos of wad i try in future.it jus lingers in my mind and i have to get it la! damn.is a shirt dress. and i like it.should i?!? i am contradicting, i knw. this is being random here.=p
tmr is meet up with kenneth, harry and jos. ken is entering police force, another MR POLICEMAN. hahaha.
much loves; gdbye
everything happen fer a reason.
Thursday, August 23, 2007
.CLARICE.
okayy, a change of blogskins . but i still too lasy to put in the stuff. jus tahan fer this when i am free i will edit it.hahaha so i got a new job:) sales? yea. another relax job :) wadeva more is near me. first day todae.nth much, old stuff.lady bos is pretty nice, who is a korean craze.her shop only have korean music. gosh. hahaha maybe i will turn into a korean fan hur? i practically clean tha shop todae.hahaha. she is particularly abt it, which i think is normal. would u wan to walk into a untiday and dirty shop? she got a push cart as well. so i might get shuffle here and there.the gers there are pretty nice too:) tmr is another working day.ful
anyway SPELL WITH ME -H O L I D A Y! is holidays! hahaha. actually i alrdy self proclaim holiday tha day before pharmocology.i dig tt paper ! WOO~ let wait fer the resutls den. 14 sep.
went sentosa with no sun, wad a waste. instead we play cards( as usual)enjoying tha wind blowing against us and brushing our hair to become xiao char bo.made us cold. we play volley and run. hahaha. practically due to the fact tt i can;t tan. where is tha scorching sun ?!?!i will go next week to make up fer it.
went sushi buffet as well. on tha way back to vivo.
took neos.most classic i ever had. hahaha inside joke.:D been busy. enjoying and stuff. but remember gfs, date me. will always make time fer u guys.:)loveies.
i wan retail therapy!! anyway, holiday will be mainly fer catch up, tanning, work and fun before my attachment !hooray!
next week sentosa pple! tues! okayy?get back to me.
first.HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me!:) okayy. MANY THANKS TO THOSE U HAVE WISHD ME!
THEY are(not in order): geeta regi esmond cecilia shuping cheryl harry(tha 21th birthday boy, tha SAME birthday!) buddy ivy jinming kenneth teening felicia teeyue yiwen kevin jeff enyun geok mei irene yves joey jackie esther kaini siew fong minfen keith zhi quan jie lin li duan lee choon eric kadir jing wen june michele charmaine charmaine tan haryanto jun tang daniel carol aiysha
regardless u guys remember it , or with tha help of friendster , i truly appreciate it.IT MADE MY DAY!=p
i REALLY appreciate . SP, the lovely lunchbox.the ever firsst one i recieve:) and cc and esmond actually place an order too rite?hohoho.
exams is tmr.wad an ass, i dun even have tt mood yet. bless ME luck!oh yay, pray hard fer me too.
back to notes; BYE!
back frm KAP.
THE SURPRISE! geeta and gf:) they surprise me. WE WERE SUPPOSED TO BE MUGGING. it was a simple celebration but it was tha most meaningful one. they got me tha sweetest birthday cake. which spelt L-O-V-E. hahahas, a lovely pink strawberry cake with THE MIGHTY MAGIC RELIGHTING CANDLES! totally unexpected.which i was trying to blow it off like crazy. den more surprises, they gave me tha presents, sk necklace(which is a heart shape pendant), guess watch( tha red one),ysl perfume(young sexy lovely), sunflower(with my fav green as wrapper).omg! is all my wans.! i am really really being surprised with all:) tha effort and sweat , tha everything and everything. words can;t describe how grateful and thankful i am.and i knw u guys blow a hole out of tha pocket. esp gf and geeta and cheryl. and of cus the others. MANY MANY THANKS. many many loves.:) oh yeah,my fren ,too came to pass me present:) thanks fer the muffins and stuff! thanks fer all the presents!deeply appreciated.:)update photos another time. ALL THE THOUGHTS, i knw,even without action, it shows all!hahaha, yi yan jin zai bu yan zhong.THANKS PPLE!
dun ever think u gave me a very lousy present.is all from the heart:) dun compare!:) loves loves
once again! HAPPY Birthday CLARICE! is ur LAST teen!CHEERS! :)
is getting out of hand, is getting out of control.
i seriously dun understand why. so people DO change.
or maybe should realise that was the way it was meant to be.
sigh,
seriously, disappointment is inevitable.
i still fail anyway.
let things goes back, when it used to be. i got no confidence. can it still remain as it used to be.
i wish i felt nth;so nth bothers me; sadness dun fill me.
i wish i can be nonchalant abt it.but still it linger in my mind.
i am tired, mentally and physically drained.who cares anyway.
uncertainty fills me. who will give me tha answers?
i wan to be a happy ger. but somehow is so hard.
everything happen fer a reason.
Sunday, August 12, 2007
.CLARICE.
DAMN! WHERE'S THA MOTIVATION TO STUDY?!? GIVE ME THA MOTIVATION TO STUDY!!! NOW!
everything happen fer a reason.
.CLARICE.
everything happen fer a reason.
Saturday, August 11, 2007
.CLARICE.
Friendship is a two way process,it too requires effort frm both.jus like every other thing. is not fair if is only u giving.if that one reciprocate,at least it hadn;t gone to tha drain.AND i am also not gonna feel sorry fer myself. disappointment is inevitable; tha greater tha hope tha higher tha disappoinment. and usually tha one u care fer most hurt tha most. i have been trying hard, hard enough .i dun hope for anything from anyone.it only invite more unwanted disappointment. i disappoint myself too so wad more fer others. to accept disappointment is smth big to learn,learn it and it won't hurt, as much.but nevertheless,i treasure EVERY of tha frenship i have,even if i dun show it.
LAST day of sch,no biggie. another 3 more days back in sch fer the paper and it marks tha end of semester 2.1.gracious! how fast! soon i will graduate. hopefully. anyway starbucks and mcd are gonna fatten me up during mugging period.hohoho. gd bye world, i ought to be mugging.
everything happen fer a reason.
Thursday, August 09, 2007
.CLARICE.
tha pics:) fireworks never fail to make me smile. SP-nice of u to send me pics! thougg i can;t view it.thanks. appreciate it.
got no idea where he is. somewhere in marina south.
the pics are so big. take ages to load. upload tmr. GDNITES world!
everything happen fer a reason.
.CLARICE.
so sweet of my fren to zip the NDP pictures fer me without me asking! THANKS! is was taken last week though. the preview.i hope he will have the pics of the fireworks.
went fer a run anyway.is really good.releases endorphins to make me happy. TMR is a brand new day tt awaits!:)
